Sometimes I feel as though I am playing at life. I get up, I eat, I go online, I tidy, I shower, I write, I eat, I sleep. And everyday I repeat. Is it me or does life feel like a giant game. We don't have a choice to play - we just do. But every choice effects everything else in the game. But, of course, it is just a game so has no point to it.
I'm sure that sounded more depressing than it was meant to. I don't mean to say I feel there is no point to my life. But I do often feel like I'm just acting out my life rather than living it. And it's hard to think the little things matter when I can see the whole gameboard. Does anyone else feel this way? Or am I alone in my thinking?