So I've finished my classes for uni. And I don't have a job. In fact, there is nothing that I HAVE to do. My problem is that I know I SHOULD be doing things - I should be applying for jobs, finding somewhere to live and if possible, get on with my writing and my SECRET PROJECT. Easier said than done. I mean, I have the intent of doing all I can. And I have all day, every day now so surely I should be galloping along at top speed with all my plans. But I'm not.
The thing is, I've never been good at self-discipline or self-motivating. I want to be good at it. And in the past two years I know I've improved greatly. But I went to uni so that I would have to do something so I would have something to hand in. (Seriously, before uni I barely finished anything). Now I'm back to not having anyone reminding me of what I should be doing. Not to mention that I'm constantly worrying that if I do too much or not enough my M.E. will flare up.
But this time I'm determined. I have learnt time management and the art of resting (okay, that last one I'm still working on) so I am filled with hope that this time I can really do it. I CAN fulfil my dreams and plans. But if it looks like I might be dawdling, please could you give me a good kick up the butt? And if you have any tried and tested methods of making yourself get things done, please let me know!