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Tuesday, 11 October 2011

Standing on the Cliff Edge

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Since I announced on Friday that I am going to start acting rather than simply reading about my plans, I have felt myself come to a shuddering stop.  I don't know if this is because I told the world to get ready for me, or if it would have happened anyway.  All I know is that I feel completely paralysed, I know I need to take the next step but I feel as though I am standing on a cliff edge and just one more step and I will fall.

Of course I know I need to take the step anyway.  I could go back the way I came but if I'm honest, I really don't want to.  I even know that while there is a chance of falling, it won't be a hard landing.  Besides, I might end up flying.  I just need to find the strength inside me to take that step and move forward - knowing you are here watching me helps (though it also terrifies).

So what do you do when you need to find the strength to take the next step?

1 comment:

Chelle said...


You are teasing us with your posts! Maybe if you share, then we can hold you accountable and MAKE you do whatever it is? LOL Just teasing, but you know you can do whatever you put your mind to. You are a beautiful person. And I am going to send you my yarn. :o)