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Since I announced on Friday that I am going to start acting rather than simply reading about my plans, I have felt myself come to a shuddering stop. I don't know if this is because I told the world to get ready for me, or if it would have happened anyway. All I know is that I feel completely paralysed, I know I need to take the next step but I feel as though I am standing on a cliff edge and just one more step and I will fall.
Of course I know I need to take the step anyway. I could go back the way I came but if I'm honest, I really don't want to. I even know that while there is a chance of falling, it won't be a hard landing. Besides, I might end up flying. I just need to find the strength inside me to take that step and move forward - knowing you are here watching me helps (though it also terrifies).
So what do you do when you need to find the strength to take the next step?