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Monday, 7 November 2011

I'm Back

Hello all, as you can see, I am back from my 'vacation'.  Originally I was going to let you know what I did last week, but I feel now that that will have to wait for later.

Because I'm feeling a little confused and more than a little unfocused.  Taking a week off was supposed to help me relax and, while I did relax, I also believe I overdid it a little.  So today, I know that I have plenty to get on with, in fact, I have so much that needs doing that I have no idea where to even start.  My mind is flitting from project to project, barely giving me time to register them all.  And yet I have very few ideas when it comes to blogging and writing.  I had hoped this break would replenish and relax me.  Unfortunately it seems not to have worked.  Now I am restless, exhausted, unfocused and there is even a hint of panic which I'm doing my best to suppress.

However, I still plan to take things slowly.  I don't want to suddenly dump everything on me (even if my brain refuses to believe this) as I know I just won't cope.  So I'm going to try focusing on one thing at a time.  Right now I am focusing on this blog post, and then, I don't know what I'll focus on - but I'm determined to choose just one thing and give it my attention.  I know that flitting through everything won't help.  So I'm taking a deep breath and continuing on, taking tasks one at a time, because even though I am feeling unfocused and lost, I know that I have to keep going as giving up is not an option.

1 comment:

Kess said...

Welcome back Tamara! Just take care not to overdo things. It sounds like you're taking a very sensible approach by doing things little by little, one step at a time