Hello all, as you can see, I am back from my 'vacation'. Originally I was going to let you know what I did last week, but I feel now that that will have to wait for later.
Because I'm feeling a little confused and more than a little unfocused. Taking a week off was supposed to help me relax and, while I did relax, I also believe I overdid it a little. So today, I know that I have plenty to get on with, in fact, I have so much that needs doing that I have no idea where to even start. My mind is flitting from project to project, barely giving me time to register them all. And yet I have very few ideas when it comes to blogging and writing. I had hoped this break would replenish and relax me. Unfortunately it seems not to have worked. Now I am restless, exhausted, unfocused and there is even a hint of panic which I'm doing my best to suppress.
However, I still plan to take things slowly. I don't want to suddenly dump everything on me (even if my brain refuses to believe this) as I know I just won't cope. So I'm going to try focusing on one thing at a time. Right now I am focusing on this blog post, and then, I don't know what I'll focus on - but I'm determined to choose just one thing and give it my attention. I know that flitting through everything won't help. So I'm taking a deep breath and continuing on, taking tasks one at a time, because even though I am feeling unfocused and lost, I know that I have to keep going as giving up is not an option.