Not a day goes past without me thinking about blogging. I have been blogging now for a few years and I still love it - in fact, I would say I love it more now than I ever have before.
So why haven't I been posting recently? Because I don't have the words. Or the pictures.
Everyday I think about writing here and almost everyday I struggle to find anything I want to say. Right now in my life I am in a very introspective place. I am spending time with my crafts and my thoughts and my feelings. I am allowing silence to fill me so I may know the direction I am going and if it's where I want to be. I want to share all of this here, but I feel that sharing too soon will cause a rift. And so I sit alone, behind my screen, in front of a book, with a pen and paper. I sit and try to be. I sit and try to find out anything about myself that can help me.
I want to let you know that I am not abandoning my blogging or projects or ideas. But I am at living in a state that needs to not have every detail and thought shared with the world. I don't know when I will be ready to share, if ever. But I do know that blogging will be a part of my future, as much as it is a part of my present. Basically - I will return! I know it can be frustrating for bloggers to post erratically, but that is what I need to do right now. If you find it difficult to cope with knowing that posts may be a bit here, there and everywhere from me for a while, go and find someone you can depend on to follow. If not, I hope you will enjoy the odd post that makes it to your screen from me.